How to Take the Mountains Home: A Gateway Scholar Reflects on Horsepacking

By Cristina Edwards

Nov 19, 2018

Students horsepacking through field with rocky ridge in the background
Photo by Eve Cinquino

Before Rebeca Espinosa set off on her Wilderness Horsepacking course, she wasn’t sure she’d be challenged on the 21-day expedition. With horses carrying all the gear, and students and instructors riding on horseback, it was hard to see what about the course could be difficult.

At 5:45 a.m. the next day, it became clearer.

She and her coursemates woke up and began the hard work of packing up eighty-pound loads, tacking up all 17 horses, and taking down camp so they could move to their next campsite. This would be her morning routine for the next three weeks.

The end of the day was just as busy. Once they arrived at the campsite after riding horseback all day, everyone would jump right into setting up horse fences, taking off pack loads, and setting up camp for the night.

Days grow long in the Wyoming summertime. The sun often doesn’t set until 9 p.m. or later, shining a dusky light on the last chores of the day. The sun creeps closer to the horizon, and camp is aflutter with students, instructors, and horses getting ready to tuck in for the night. Hungry students, chefs for the night, light up their Whisperlite stoves to cook, while the rest of the team pops up Megamid tents for the night’s shelter. Soon, the warm, savory smells of dinner begin to waft through the trees.

“There was never a second to rest, and with every task completed, there was a new one waiting to be done,” Rebeca reflected. “It was hard work, to say the least.”

Herd of horses standing in a snowy field
Snow day at Five Pockets campsite. Photo by Eve Cinquino.

Rebeca is a scholar in the NOLS Gateway Partner Program. Every year, NOLS partners with 35-45 organizations to invite exceptional youth on wilderness courses. Gateway Partner organizations are located throughout the country and include college prep programs, charter schools, and afterschool programs.

Many of these scholars will be the first in their families to attend college, and for many of them, NOLS is their first time camping or spending time in the outdoors. Even though many scholars do not have prior experience of what it’s like to live in the backcountry, they bring home lessons that are universal and transferable.

Hundreds of Gateway graduates are now leading others in industries from conservation to software development. Some have continued with NOLS and other outdoor programs to become wilderness instructors.

Portrait of Rebeca Espinosa
Photo by Sofia Espinosa

“I witnessed the formidable beauty of the Absaroka Mountain Range alongside with our 17 horses. I gained an appreciation for the hard work and responsibility that this course demanded,” says Rebeca.

Through a sustained NOLS-wide effort, the Gateway Partner Program has sent over 1,300 students into the wilderness in the past 10 years.

At the center of the Gateway Partner Program is the idea that, regardless of where you come from, there is something you can learn and take home from time in the wilderness. Most students never need to repair a stove again after their courses, but group communication and conflict resolution are skills you can practice as long as you’re alive on this earth.

Single horsepacker with snow-striped mountains in the background
Photo by Eve Cinquino

The summer is over now. The 17 horses from Rebeca’s course are back in the barn, and dust is settling on unused riding boots. We can't bring home certain things from our wilderness experiences, but we do bring home the lessons learned:

“I found a certain beauty. It was an appreciation for the feeling of exhaustion and satisfaction in a hard day’s work,” says Rebeca. “Being tired allowed me to truly appreciate the relief that comes with sleep.”

“Being hungry made me even more thankful for the food we had. I found enjoyment in the hard work and hard conditions. I found pleasure in knowing that I was slowly learning how to persevere in difficult environments, and how to pick myself up when the arduous nature of horsepacking knocked me down,” says Rebeca. “I was able to learn from myself and become a stronger person.”

A rider and packhorse cross a stream with mountain ridges in the background
Photo by Eve Cinquino

Lessons like this are why we go into these wild places. It’s because at NOLS, transformation is ingrained in the nature of the work we do. Whether you’re horsepacking or mountaineering, you can’t go into the wilderness and come out the same person on the other side.

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Cristina Edwards

Cristina is a NOLS instructor. She’s one of seven siblings, a Libra, and an overplanner. She enjoys baking box cakes, training her dog, and reading graphic novels.

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